Oh my goddess it's the 8th of December! I've been so busy with the shops I have barely had time to lift my head to take a breath. We have had a cold snap this week with temperatures dropping to the low 30's, its been warming up a little but for some reason I feel cold all day.
This year I'm finding dealing with the A-Fib while pulling and packing items to be a bit of a challenge. I have had to get a little creative with my time and energy. Taking short catch your breath moments and stop and wait for the heart rate to slow down seems to be working. Mondays are the hardest days because I am packing stuff from Friday evening through the 8:00 am Monday cut off time.
This weekend I am working throughout the weekend taking a small amount of time for myself. I am so glad there is only 2 weeks lefts before Christmas.
The one good thing about all this is I am determined to find a doctor that specializes in Atrial Fibrillation so that maybe something can be done to improve the condition. I have done a bit of research and there are procedures and medications used for some people, I just don't know if there is anything for someone that is considered 100% in A-FIB. I need to know more. While I have a medication to prevent me from having a stroke, and a very over priced med at that. I need a way to function in my day to day life. I want to make my bed without feeling like I should take a nap. I want to take a nice long walk with out feeling exhausted for days. I want to do more than sit and read a book or stitch some embroidery, while I love those things I want to be more active again without needing days to recover. Because as I see it lately this is not living, I feel myself getting depressed and I'm not having that right now.
On an up note I finished the last block of the Woven Wreaths Stitch Along, I enjoyed stitching these little motifs through the year. Here is December:
I did a little more on the autumn goddess slow stitched piece, adding and oak leaves and acorns headpiece, some drifting leaves and an owl.I stitched an oak and acorns piece and added it to the top corner, later today I plan to add a few more drifting leaves and a few other bits. I will link my post to Kathy's Quilts for the Sunday slow stitching here is the link: https://kathysquilts.blogspot.com/2024/12/slow-sunday-stitching_01163368706.html
I love the hand written pages and sketches of the birds so much I am inspired to start a nature journal for 2025.
I'm so sorry the A fib is causing you so much trouble, and hope you can find somehelp for it. Your stitching is just beautiful, though. I finished the December Woven Wreath this week, too. I love what you've added to your autumn goddess. Lovely stitches!
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